New Beginnings

i'm not really sure where to begin. i'm in a very fragile state right now...a state of change, fear, and hurt. i'm not going to use this blog as a way to vent or to explain the depths of my pain, but as a way of healing...to be able to share the JOY in my life.

a verse that i came across early on in this journey was from isaiah 61:1-3

"I am a precious child of God, cherished and adored. God has a wonderful plan to heal my broken heart and bring beauty from ashes."

i do have FAITH that God will restore me...my heart has been shattered and it feels like my hopes and dreams have been burned down. BUT this verse gives me HOPE everyday i get out of bed, that somehow, in all of this, something beautiful will arise. at this moment, andrew and i are separated. it is not my responsibility to explain why or what happened with my relationship with andrew...he is responsible for his actions. so please don't think i will say anything negative about him. if anything, pray for him, that God continues to work in his life.

thank you for your unconditional love and support...